Married and love wife, but her medical conditions, lots of money spent, but I don't think we will ever have sex again as it has been eight years since the last time. So I am the real reason that this porn is necessary. I made my vow, for better or worse, sickness or health, and lost out on both. Not long before my great-grandfather passed at almost a hundred, he mentioned how he still came 4 times a day. If my wife and I live that long, I have the prospect of another 45 years of no intercourse. Masterbation isn't sex, it takes just enough edge off the tenseness for me to pretend to be pleasant to others.